6 years & 4 months after

March of 2009 during our graduation practices, my friends and I use to imagine events closer to our graduation rites. we would use to exchange imaginations like, what if one of our friends was the valedictorian? how would we feel? or what if during our graduation rites, our crush or one of our crushes would give us a bouquet? how would we even react? almost every practice, we exchange ideas and imaginations. But the most romantic imagination was thrown by me. It happened when the class valedictorian was speaking her valedictory speech (of course, it wasn’t her actual speech. just for the sake of practice.) after delivering her speech, she was about to go down and we applauded her ( for practice sake again). then the light bulb for imaginations lightened up and there i go feeling so in love with my own imagination. I immediately shared what was running on my head with my friends. i told them that “what if we had a boyfriend, and then he happens to be the valedictorian or he happens to have many awards then after the graduation,we would approach our boyfriend and tell him ‘congratulations baby. you did a great job! :)’ then he would reply ‘i wouldn’t could have done it without you’ *hands you over one of his medals and hugs you tight*. and then the next thing I was seeing was the smile on their faces with their “so in love eyes”. YES! it was just our imagination. But! it made us squeal and “gigil” for quite a long time. HAHAHA

Now i know you’re wondering how does that relate to this post…

Last July 26 2015, a similar thing happened to me. Although, it wasn’t the same event with the 2009 imagination thingy and the lines that has been delivered was very different too. What made it similar were, the part where he gave me his medal and that was his only medal for the sports which he and his teammates one 1st place with. and of course, ” THAT FEELING”… I mean that feeling that didn’t just gave me butterflies in my stomach but caught me off guard. I swear It made me speechless and froze myself for a few seconds after reading that text message he sent me. He may not be able to hand it to me on the said time but damn! it felt so good. thinking about it made me realize i never that for how many years, someone will eventually do it to me. I forgot about the 2009 but the 11806428_10207046115133532_489465395_omoment it happened to me. flashback of 2009 was running in my head. the feeling was even stronger than that imagination of mine. it felt really really good. How can somebody so amazing and at the same time so sweet?? uuurgh! caught me off guard every time i replay about it in my head. I must have done something good to be treated like this. sooo kilig! butterflies everywhere. :3 :3 :3 :3

TO YOU:

I Love You. 🙂

It’s for you…

XI-III

koolaidejuice

Roses are red, violets are blue

few months ago, we spent your birthday just me and you.

Your face was amazed by the layers of the cake.

Your smile was so big that it made you look great.

You took a stare at your cake

while I was hoping this would be a good memory we’d make.

As I watch you blew your candles,

I hoped that your year will be as sweet as crinkles. 🙂

Literature Class turned me into a poet-ish me ^^

THE GIRL

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She wears a big smile on her face,

And walks in campus like a maze.

The dress she wears can make them gaze.

Her aroma and beauty gives her a stunning blaze.

She says “Hello” to anyone she sees,

And everybody looks at her with a bliss.

She brushes her hair with a hand,

While she sings in front with her band. 

19 Sobering Truths About Friendship You Need To Accept In Your 20s

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1. The people who you thought would be there for you when it counted are not always going to be there. Sometimes because they quite literally cannot be there, other times because they just don’t want to (anymore).

2. The same will go for you – you’re not always going to (want to) be there for people who need you too.

3. Some of your friends will be more successful than you. And you will be more successful than some of your friends. And this will change over time depending on everyone’s life situation, path, and sheer dumb luck.

4. You will feel like people you’ve known for years don’t know you at all anymore (and you don’t know them either). You will also feel like people you’ve met for five minutes just “get you.” And it’ll be a strange, complex feeling you’re not quite sure how to handle all…

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CAPABILITY & FAITH

hello brothers and sisters! 🙂
Allow me to share something that I’ve been struggling to answer. To begin with, we were having our household(a group activity that the CFC-YFC community is doing every month). During households, we say our praises, lift our concerns to the Almighty, and group discussions. The household head gave us 2 questions and share to the group what our answers were. Since we were running out of time, not everybody got the chance to share their answers which includes me. I would like to share what I thought but I was struggling with the right words to say and how would I construct and start my answer. So the household ended with my heart full of words and experiences from which I have learned and which tested my faith in Him a lot. The questions were what is the capability of your God and How’s your faith in God? I’m gonna share to you my answers to the questions.

1. WHAT IS THE CAPABILITY OF YOUR GOD?
It may be cliché to say that God is the most powerful of all but it is inevitably true. He is so powerful that he is capable of basically ANYTHING that happens in Life. From the day we were born till the day that we will die. Yes, it’s in his capacity to end anyone’s life. It is part in his capabilities when he took my mother away from me. He is that powerful that he even left me with no mother. My mother whom I considered my strength and my ally. I was just 20 years old by then. At the age of 20, the world was getting bigger and a lot of road options were opened. So, that age would have been some how the perfect age to ask for your strength to guide you in a lot of life decisions to make. But God chose to take away my ally and my strength. This may be a sad story to read but He is powerful and Capable of what’s going on with me since day one. If I were to describe His Capability based on what’s happening in my life. I would have to say that his Capability is like all the words you can find in the dictionary. Sometimes, we may not like it and fully understand it but someday we’re gonna understand them anyway. His capability may be unexplainable in a single word but His plans for me and you are for our own good.

2. HOW’S YOUR FAITH IN GOD?
My faith in Him is shaken sometimes but despite the strong shakes, it never got broken. In times when He decide to send earthquakes in my life. I get curious and yes I would admit that I get worried too. I may not know what He is up to but I know that my trust in Him will never be broken. The stronger the earthquake, the more faith I have for him. 🙂

FAMILY

SUM OF SIX

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Six letters and three syllables,

family indeed is the label.

the father is called “daddy”

and the mother is called “mommy”.

Siblings are made of three brothers and a sister.

they comfort each other to feel better.

Brothers protect sister like soldiers,

two  soldiers left to look for quarters.

Mommy wants to go to heaven already

and sister tried to plead mommy to stay.

brothers and sister cried more than a night,

while daddy fought for sadness like a knight.

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debutant :)

07-13, the day I turn a year older. Didn’t throw the biggest party instead had a good movie date and dinner date with the boys. 21 is the age where boys are called “debutant”. SURPRISE! SURPRISE! 🙂 I’m 21 not entirely a boy but hey! I existed because I have a father right? which which would mean that I’m also a boy by cell-ish? 😀 the birthday thing i was and still am planning to have is to treat people I do not know. people who need me and people whom I can share my 21st year meaningfully. It’s sad to think that I didn’t get the chance to do it on my birthday since I can’t afford yet. But I certainly am preparing for it now. 🙂 it’s never too late right? 😀 anyway, it didn’t go the way i planned it but I AM SO BLESSED and GRATEFUL to have guys like them in my life. i felt like i was a princess that day 😀 thanks so much to daddy for giving me the GREATEST PRESENT anyone could have-the gift of life. In this chapter, I would make myself useful and available to people who would need me. I would maximize the talent that He have given me. I would explore more on the beautiful world that he have been providing for me 🙂 FOREVER i would be grateful to have this additional year in my life. 😀